Sometimes you wonder....

Sometimes you sit back and wonder,
What happened to all those dreams you had...
You have everything in life,
Why do you still at times feel sad...

The dreams that you had as a kid,
Life was not more than living your life today,
Chocolates, ice creams, squabbling with friends,
And a beautiful sleep to end the day.

And then one day you meet someone,
Life never remains the same,
Beautiful sleep gives way to sleepless nights,
So that you can get to see your love the next day.

Things seems rosy,
And life looks perfect,
What more do you want from life,
You just feel lucky than the rest.

And then one day you sit back and wonder,
What happened to all those dreams you had...
You have everything in life,
Why do you still at times feel sad...

Why does life seems empty at times?
You have such a wonderful person by your side.
Who lives and dreams and can die for you
Why is it that something in you has died?

Everything in life happens for a purpose,
I just want to know what it is.
Sometimes you pay for your mistakes,
I still dont know what i did.

I loved unconditionally,
I placed immense faith.
I guess it was the wrong person,
He did not value all that i gave.

Today you just look up with your sad eyes,
And look into the eyes of someone who loves
Inspite of all the pain stored somewhere,
You are forced to smile it away...

Life has given me more than i deserve,
Is what i feel when i look up and see,
A friend, a companion, a true person at heart..
Still in my heart is the pain of the past.....I wish to be free.

Without you

Without you, life still goes on. I still breathe, I still eat.
I still sing songs, I still enjoy life.
But sometimes I wonder what's missing....

Is it the sudden breeze that makes me think of you?
Or is it the beautiful songs i hear, which make me feel that wish you could hear them too?
I know you would love them, You would sing with them.
I would tell you to stop singing and let me listen.
I would never know then that these are the memories i would hold.....
That i would yearn for you to sing again......

I would see you coming back from work, switch on the tv and eat on the sofa.
The whole room would be a mess when you left.
I would hate cleaning it up.
Today my house is spic and span....
I would never know then how much i would miss that mess....
That i would yearn for you to spoil things again....

You would show me off in front of colleagues.
I used to get embarassed by the undue attention.
I could nt understand why you could nt see that.....
I would never know how much proud you were of me then...
That i would yearn for you to show me off again.....

You wished the best for me.
And you scolded me when i took things lightly.
I could'nt understand why you could'nt let me do things my way.
I would never know then it was how much you cared.....
That i cant take things lightly anymore, 'cause you are not there.....

I know i still live, I still smile.
I cant see you, although i try to see you miles and miles.
Sometimes the pain makes me go mad.
I dont know what to do, I miss you DAD.